about the book

In 2009, writer Sandy Allen got something in the mail from their uncle Bob. It was his autobiography, typed on sixty pages in all-capital letters. Bob was a self-described "hermit" who lived in the desert in northern California. Sandy didn't know Bob well. On the phone, Bob said he wanted to get his story "out there" because it was "true." In A Kind of Mirraculas Paradise: A True Story about Schizophrenia, Sandy shares Bob's story with the world. 

AKOMP is written in two fonts. In one font, Sandy tells Bob's life story faithfully to his account. He was a Hendrix-obsessed kid coming of age in tumultuous late sixties Berkeley, CA. His world was forever changed when one day in 1970, at about age sixteen, he was driven to a mental hospital, locked in a cell, injected with drugs and thereafter, as Bob put it, "labeled a psychotic paranoid schizophrenic." In a second font, Sandy interlaces familial, historical, and medical contexts, seeking especially to better understand the 'label' he received. 

The result is an utterly unique and electrifying work, one that has changed the conversation about schizophrenia and about mental illness generally. 

Hardcover, ebook, paperback now available from Scribner

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Top Work of Journalism of the Decade (nominee) – NYU Arthur L. Carter Journalism Institute

40 Best Nonfiction Books of 2018 – Esquire

​​The Most Anticipated Books of January 2018 – Vogue
18 Nonfiction Books to Watch For in the First Half of 2018​ – CBC
The 30 Most Anticipated Nonfiction Books of 2018 – Bitch

​​​​21 Books to Read in 2018 – The Week

​​The Most Anticipated Books for the First Half of 2018 – The Rumpus
Book Club Pick for January 2018​ Bookish

“This book is an act of radical empathy through which the author—and, vicariously, the reader—enters intimately into a life that would otherwise be unintelligible.”

– Anne Fadiman, author of The Spirit Catches You and You Fall Down

“To pay great attention and devote steady care to the perspective of another is, in itself, almost miraculous—especially when the Other has been cast as mad and dangerous.[Sandy] Allen has brought forward [their] uncle’s life, rendering in exquisite detail what his experiences as a stigmatized, struggling man allowed him to see. This is a truly original piece of work. I urge you to read it.”

– Adrian Nicole LeBlanc, author of Random Family

"I know the decision to write this story wasn't an easy one.... I’m really, really grateful that you did 💖 Thank you for bearing witness. Thank you for being kind, and curious, and thorough, and honest. Just, thank you. 📚😭

– Heben Nigatu (host, Another Round)

"Timely . . . An excellent contextualized first-person narrative of schizophrenia . . . My hope is that it will become a classic and universally read by all psychiatrists."

 Howard L. Forman, MD, Psychiatric Times

"Thrilling writing . . . The interest and the quality of the story make honesty about each aspect of this strange life worth including . . . A watershed in empathetic adaptation of 'outsider' autobiography."

Jo Livingstone, The New Republic

“A book of many strange and often oddly beautiful pieces that together combine into a story that will make you tremble. [AKOMP] is a resurrection of sorts, a profound retrieval of a life from beyond the veil with which so many of us obscure the realities of illness and family, loneliness and intimacy.”

– Jeff Sharlet, author of The Family

"It is an odd thing, paranoia. It’s easily lampooned and culturally accessible, but it’s seldom experienced or portrayed so elegantly as Allen does here."

– B. David Zarley for Paste Magazine*

"In a searing new memoir, a niece tries to make sense of [their] uncle's mental illness."

O Magazine

“[They call] the beautiful final product a cover version—rather than a translation—and it is a marvel.”​

– Esquire

"Insightful . . . Allen offers readers an incredible glimpse into the life of a person battling with schizophrenia."

Publishers Weekly

"A glimpse of how schizophrenia looks and feels from the inside."

Kirkus Reviews

“Deeply affecting . . . Evokes what it’s like to try to make sense of a troubled loved one from afar . . . The picture of a distinct but impenetrable life”

– LA Review of Books

“[A] compelling debut . . . Allen is a skillful writer."

Library Journal (starred review)

"Allen has crafted a fearless narrative about what it is really like to grow up under the weight of mental illness . . . Honest, heartbreaking, and often humorous, this remarkable book offers a window into an experience of mental illness that many people often never get the chance to see through."


“Compulsively readable . . . A fascinating and important work.”


""[AKOMP ] is an extraordinarily empathic journey into the mind and lived experience of a man who struggled to understand and explain his life . . . I urge you to let Allen introduce you to [their] uncle Bob."

Little Village Magazine

“Shows a burgeoning critical mental health gaze . . . [Sandy] allows Bob’s story to flow without neatly fitting into one model of thought around what it means to be diagnosed with schizophrenia."


More reviews:

Minneapolis Star TribuneWinnipeg Free Press, The RumpusLos Feliz LedgerSignature Reads


 for The Los Angeles Times with Maris Kreizman ("Compelling . . . A bracing work of art and a loving tribute to a man whose voice, no matter how unpolished, deserves to be heard.")

for The Boston Globe with Kate Tuttle, president of the National Book Critics Circle

for The Cedar Rapids Gazette with Rob Cline ("A unique and effective effort to honor [their] uncle’s story while placing it in a larger context . . . Allen asks [their] readers to expand their notion of what is 'normal.'")

for The Missoulian with Chris La Tray 

– for The Daily Texan with Brooke Sjoberg

for The Daily Iowan with Haley Triem

–  for The Essay Review with Nicolás Medina Mora

radio & podcast appearances


99% Invisible: "The Kirkbride Plan"

feature reported and produced by Sandy about the history of mental health care in America

KCRW's "The Organist"

beautifully produced story about AKOMP, Uncle Bob, and Sandy, featuring Bob's music 

Slate's Dear Prudence

MPR News with Kerri Miller

IPR's "Talk of Iowa"

– WAMC's "The Roundtable"

New Books in Psychology podcast 

– KCUR's "Up to Date"

– XRAY.fm's "In the Morning"

– Woodstock Book Talk Radio!

Blog Talk Radio with Cyrus Webb

"Moments with Marianne" with Marianne Pestana

related essays

Sandy has published numerous essays related to the book, including: 

"Out of the Maze" – Guernica 

The story of Sandy encountering the painting on the AKOMP paperback, by former psychiatric patient William Kurelek, and about grappling with whose truths to listen to, when it comes to "mental illness" 

"Media Errors in Covering Mental Health: Advice to  Fellow Writers and Editors" – Mad in America

A long essay looking back on a previous experience of reporting about police violence against a psychiatric patient, and the errors that media tend to make when covering these topics 

"'That's So Crazy': Why the we talk about mental health matters" – Gay Magazine 

An essay about a month Sandy tracked instances they heard people use words like "insane" and "crazy" and what this language reveals about our attitudes towards people diagnosed with psychiatric disorders 

"The Challenge of Book Tour as a Nonbinary Author" – Lit Hub

Sandy reflects on coming out as nonbinary after their book initially published 

"How Pie Keeps Me Steady" – BuzzFeed Books

An essay about a small thing that helps Sandy, and about how writing AKOMP changed their thinking around 'self-care'

"This Toxic Lie Hurts Society's Most Vulnerable" – CNN Opinion

An op-ed calling out the bigotry of the NRA and GOP's as they blame people with psychiatric disabilities for gun violence 

"The Madness Shelf" – Powell's Blog

An essay about Sandy reading all the books they possibly could "about schizophrenia" and what that did and didn't yield



January 15, 2019 // Iowa City, IA 

Prairie Lights (Paperback launch), 7PM

January 17, 2019 // Bronx, NY 

Albert Einstein College of Medicine (Grand Rounds), 10:30 AM

January 25, 2019 // Brooklyn, NY

Books Are Magic (w/ Kevin Nguyen), 7:30PM

February 7, 2019 // St. Paul, MN 

Subtext Books 7PM

February 19, 2019 // Oakland, CA

East Bay Booksellers (w/ Rahawa Haile)​, 7:00 PM


January 24, 2018 // Brooklyn, NY

Greenlight Bookstore (Hardcover launch w/ Meredith Talusan), 7:30PM


January 27, 2018 // New York, NY

You Get a Spoon, 4PM


January 30, 2018 // New York, NY

House of Speakeasy, (w/ Elif Shafak, Christopher J. Yates, and Michael Wolff), 7PM


January 31, 2018 // Portland, OR

Powell’s Books, 7:30PM


February 1, 2018 // San Francisco, CA

Booksmith @ The Bindery (w/ Esmé Weijun Wang), 7:30PM


February 3, 2018 // Marin County, CA

Book Passage, (w/ Anita Badejo), 1PM


February 7, 2018 // Los Angeles, CA

Skylight Books (w/ Amanda Chicago Lewis), 7:30PM


February 8, 2018 // Providence, RI
Brown Bookstore (w/ Lucas Mann), 6PM


February 9, 2018 // Cambridge, MA

Harvard Book Store, (w/ Matthew Spellberg), 7PM


February 13, 2018 // Kingston, NY

Rough Draft Bar & Books (w/ Elmo Keep), 7PM


February 22, 2018 // New York, NY

NYU Arthur L. Carter Journalism Institute (w/ Robert Boynton), 6PM


March 5, 2018 // Coral Gables, FL

Books & Books, 8PM


March 9, 2018 // Tampa, FL

The Hub (University of Iowa Nonfiction Writing Program alumni reading), 6:30PM


March 18, 2018 // Woodstock, NY

The Golden Notebook, 3PM


March 26, 2018 // Annandale-on-Hudson

Bard College 6:30PM


March 29, 2018 // South Hadley, MA

Odyssey Bookshop (w/ Adrian Nicole LeBlanc), 7PM


April 5, 2018 // Chicago, IL

Women & Children First (w/ Jessica Hopper), 7:30PM


April 6 // Iowa City, IA

Carver College of Medicine, 12PM

Mission Creek Festival Lit Walk, 7PM


April 9, 2018 // Minneapolis, MN

Moon Palace Books, 7PM


April 10, 2018 // Excelsior, MN

Trinity Church panel on Mental Health in Literature (w/ Marya Hornbacher and Andy Steiner), 1PM


April 18, 2018 // Missoula, MT

Fact & Fiction (w/ Anne Helen Petersen), 7PM


April 22, 2018 // Los Angeles, CA

Los Angeles Times Festival of Books (Memoir: The Unexpected Hard Stuff), 11AM


May 14, 2018 // Brooklyn, NY

Franklin Park Reading Series, (w/ Alexander Chee, Gregory Pardlo, Hanif Abdurraqib, and Mike Scalise), 8PM


May 17, 2018 // New York, NY

Susan Eley Fine Art “Self and the Other” Literary Salon (w/ Akwaeke Emezi), 7PM


May 21, 2018 // Brooklyn, NY

POWERHOUSE Arena (Memoir Monday w/ Nuar Alsadir, Minda Honey, and Tom McAllister), 7PM

September 2, 2018 // Spencertown, NY

Spencertown Academy of the Arts Festival of Books 

October 12, 2018 // Fairfax, VA

George Mason Fall for the Book Festival 6:00 pm

October 26, 2018 // Iowa City, IA

The Examined Life Conference, 12:45PM

October 28, 2018 // Austin, TX

Texas Book Festival (w/ Melissa Stephenson), 3:30PM

November 18, 2018 // Miami, FL

Miami Book Fair (w/ Jean Guerrero), 12:30PM 

about the author

Sandy Allen writes and talks about gender, normalcy and radical mental health. Sandy's essays and features have been published by Gay MagazineGuernica, them., the podcast 99% InvisibleCNN OpinionBon Appétit's HealthyishPop-Up Magazine, and BuzzFeed News, where they were formerly Deputy Features Editor. They write a column for them. called Between the Binary. They also host a podcast called Mad Chat about pop culture and mental health. Sandy lives, gardens, and bakes sourdough bread in the Catskills. A Kind of Mirraculas Paradise is their first book.

Visit Sandy's website for lots more, including links to their previously published features and essays, photos from book tour, and frequently asked questions.

Author photo for Sandy Allen

Photo credit: Rob Dubbin 


Publicity inquiries:

Mia O'Neill at Simon & Schuster mia dot oneill at simonandschuster dot com

Mx. Allen is represented by Chris Parris-Lamb of the Gernert Company

Their speaking agent is Leslie Shipman of the Shipman Agency 

leslie at theshipmanagency dot com 

For a free, glow-in-the-dark AKOMP guitar pick, write mirraculas at gmail dot com. All other inquiries you can write the same. 

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Website designed by Andy Dubbin